structure

No matter what is in my brain
It will go away
One day
When the tide that is my life
Recedes
A picture of a girl I lost
That is etched in my brain
And causes me much heartache right now
Does not deserve to be there
The structure that was me was trying to hold on to her
The pain is such a relief
To feel is better than to feel nothing all
But what about another image, one that makes me happy feeling joy joy?
Is it not a lie to feel those feelings too?
The structure always falls
But it will affect me if I allow it
And who is I?
I AM.